but i can't anymore

i've cried every night since that birthday party

i'm so upset over you

i just don't understand

how

you

and

you

and

you

could forget.

all i could see were memories of us, all of us

laughing in the car

you with your hand on my knee, looking happy to see me

and you with smiles for me

and plans for the tomorrows we had

when we still had those

remember those?

i remember

and my chest caves in

it hurts to breathe

i can't

i can't anymore